Ever whispered, “I just don’t want to be here”? You’re not alone—and you’re not broken. This grounded, no-shame guide offers tools for those crash days when disappearing feels like the only option. Learn how to cope gently, ask for help bravely, and rebuild a little light using positive peer pressure, real talk, and tiny acts of hope.
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The days you want to disappear: Coping without shaming yourself (with positive peer pressure)
“You didn’t want to die. You just didn’t want to be here anymore.”
Some days don’t hurt in obvious ways.
There’s no accident. No argument. No trigger you can point to.
Just a dull, constant ache in your chest. A buzzing in your skull. A quiet hope that everyone forgets you exist for a while so you don’t have to explain what’s wrong.
But something is wrong.And you can’t even name it without sounding ridiculous.
So you say nothing.
Or maybe you whisper something like,
“I just don’t want to be here right now.”>Not because you want to die. But because you don’t know how to keep showing up when everything inside you feels foggy and too loud at the same time. You want the notifications to stop. You want to not have to smile. You want to sit in a room where no one expects anything from you—not even eye contact.
If this is you you are not broken. calc(var(--spacing)*4); margin: 0.5rem 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify;">In fact, you’re in painful company. According to the CDC’s 2024 report, 1 in 4 Gen Z teens report experiencing a major depressive episode in the past year. That’s not a number. That’s an echo. It’s every fourth person in your classroom. Your group chat. Your sibling. You.
We’re part of a generation burning out in silence while pretending to glow online.border-image: initial; padding: 0px; text-align: justify;">And shame? Shame is the shadow that crawls in right after.Why do I feel like this when I have so much?”
“Why can’t I just handle it like everyone else?”
“What’s wrong with me?”
Nothing.
Nothing is wrong with you.
But everything is wrong with a culture that confuses constant output with worth—and that never taught us how to rest.
That’s why we need softer systems. Like the ones discussed in Financial Minimalism: How to Create Emotional and Financial Space.
Because sometimes, healing begins not by adding more—but by If you don’t want to be here right now, that’s okay.
Just… don’t leave.
Not yet.
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Is it a death wish, or just emotional exhaustion?
There’s a difference between wanting to die and wanting to not exist for a while. And if no one ever told you that difference matters, let me be the first.Wanting to disappear doesn’t mean you're broken or dramatic. It doesn’t mean you need to be locked away or told to cheer up. It usually just means... you're exhausted.
Exhausted from being strong. Exhausted from pretending. Exhausted from carrying things you were never supposed to carry alone.
It’s like your body is still here, doing the things—attending class, replying to messages, maybe even smiling. But inside? You’re out of breath. Not physically. Emotionally. And you start thinking:
“What if I could just be invisible?”
This isn’t suicide. This is overwhelm.
This is the nervous system short-circuiting.
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but no one’s listening.And the worst part is—when you try to talk about it, people panic. Or worse, they dismiss it. So you stop saying anything at all. white; border-image: initial; border-style: solid; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; color: #0d0d0d; font-size: 16px; margin: 0.5rem 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: left;">What is a “shame spiral” and how does it sneak up on you?
Let me tell you about Anya.
She’s 19. Bright, thoughtful, the kind of girl who says “thank you” to bus drivers. She missed three weeks of college because she couldn’t get out of bed. Her brain kept whispering,
“You’re lazy. You’re a failure. Everyone else is fine—why can’t you be?”
The more she believed it, the worse she felt. So she started ignoring messages. Skipped meals. Lied to her parents. Then hated herself for all of it.
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Then more shame for disappearing.
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What is a shame spiral—and why does it feel like drowning in your own head?
Here’s how it starts:
You feel low.
You cancel plans.
You scroll aimlessly.
You avoid texts.
You can’t bring yourself to explain.
You shame yourself for isolating.
You ghost people.
You start lying.
You hate yourself for lying.
You feel unworthy of connection.
You convince yourself everyone would be better off without you.
You disappear.
Then you punish yourself for it.
That’s a shame spiral.
It doesn’t come from weakness. It comes from overwhelm. And from a world that teaches you:
That your value lies in how productive or positive you are
That emotions are only valid if they’re visible and well-explained
That needing help is embarrassing
No wonder so many of us disappear. No one taught us how to crash gently.
No one handed us a language for:
“I’m not okay, but I’m also not in danger—I’m just empty, and I don’t want to perform for you right now.”
If you’ve ever shamed yourself for needing silence, you’re not alone.
Why Do Sensitive, Smart, Creative People Feel This Way More Often?
Is it because we’re broken—or because we feel more deeply?
Let’s say it straight:
Sensitive people don’t just feel sadness—they absorb the sadness of others.
Creative people don’t just get inspired—they overwhelm themselves with ideas, comparisons, and expectations.
Gifted kids don’t just grow into high performers—they often grow into high-functioning depressives who’ve never been taught to rest.
So when life becomes too much, your nervous system doesn’t glitch—it responds. It protects.
You’re not overreacting. You’re responding to:
The hundreds of notifications a day
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The fear of disappointing people
The loneliness masked as “independence”
The constant expectation to “be fine”
If you’re highly empathetic, you’ve probably been told you’re:
Too sensitive
Too intense
Too reactive
Too “in your head”
But what if your wiring isn’t the problem? What if the problem is a world that never taught you how to protect your wiring?
You are not soft. You are exposed.
There’s a difference.
How does Gen Z’s digital life fuel this collapse?
Gen Z is the first generation to live entirely online—and it shows.
You wake up and before your brain has even formed a thought, you're already:
Comparing yourself on Instagram
Doomscrolling war footage
Watching productivity influencers say “Just wake up at 5am”
Feeling like your slow morning is a failure
Even your coping mechanisms are turned into content.
“Take a walk.”
“Drink matcha.”
“Journal and manifest your way out of this.”
What if you can’t even get out of bed?
Then comes the shame. The feeling that you're the only one not hacking life.
But you're not. You're just one of the few who’s telling the truth about it.
According to Pew Research (2024), 63% of Gen Z report digital burnout three or more times per week. And that’s just the ones who admitted it.
It’s no wonder disappearing feels like the only viable option. You’re tired, not lazy. You’re flooded, not broken. You’re aware, not weak.
💬 Soft Reminder:
The urge to disappear is often the soul’s way of asking:
“Can I just be invisible long enough to breathe again?”
You don’t need to go away forever.
You need a space where you don’t have to pretend.
You’re in one now.
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What If You Had a Toolkit Instead of a Fix?
You’re not a problem to be solved. You’re a person going through something unspeakably heavy—and right now, you need a toolkit, not a to-do list.
Most people try to “fix” feelings with advice.
“Go for a walk.”
“Try journaling.”
“Call someone.”
It’s not that these things are wrong—it’s that they’re often said without context, without tenderness, and without any understanding of what it actually takes to do anything when your nervous system is fried.
This section isn’t about forcing you to do more. It’s about building tools that can meet you where you are, even if that place is under a blanket, in the dark, trying to just exist.
Can You Build a “Safe Room” for Your Crash Days?
This isn’t some Pinterest-perfect productivity pod.
This is a sacred space—a “crash-day corner”—you create ahead of time, so when your brain fogs over and you’re spiraling, you don’t have to think. You just go there. You just exist.
Here’s how you build one:
Physical anchors:
A soft hoodie that smells like someone you trust
A weighted blanket or heavy scarf for body reassurance
A textured object you can rub (stone, bead bracelet, fuzzy plush)
Dim lighting or a lamp with a warm glow
A printed note: “You are not your lowest thought.”
Sound anchors:
A preloaded playlist with slow, familiar, minimal songs
White noise apps (rain on tent, ocean waves, forest crackling)
Voice note from someone who reminds you who you are
Scent anchors:
Lavender or peppermint essential oils
A worn shirt from someone you love
A candle that smells like home
Mental anchors:
A saved screenshot of someone saying “I love you”
A reminder of one thing you were looking forward to, even a silly one
A journal entry titled: “I made it through worse.”
💬 This weekend, create your safe corner. Take a photo of it. Label it: “This is where I go when I need to stay.” Post it if you feel safe to. #CrashDayKit
This isn’t about glamorising pain. It’s about giving your future self a soft place to land.
What’s One Text You Can Send When You Can’t Talk?
When you’re in shutdown, forming words is like lifting weights with your tongue. You want to ask for help, but even typing feels impossible.
That’s why I created these for you. Prewritten texts.
You save them in your Notes app now.
So when your brain is soup, you don’t have to figure it out.
Copy-paste when needed:
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“I feel like disappearing. I don’t need advice, just a reminder that I’m not alone.”
“Can I send you a voice note? I don’t have the words to type today, but I need to not feel invisible.”
Sometimes the bravest thing you’ll do all week is send one message.
💬 Mini reminder:
It’s not weak to say you need someone. It’s wildly strong to let someone witness you.
Save these messages now. Do it for the version of you who will thank you later.
What Music Actually Helps Ground You, Not Hype You?
Not all music is medicine. In fact, some of it is caffeine for the nervous system when what you really need is a hug.
On your crash days, you don’t want pop, or heartbreak ballads, or over-sanitised lo-fi vibes. You want earthy, slow, deeply familiar sounds that help your body remember it’s safe.
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Nils Frahm – soft, steady, humanlike keys
Rainy Mood App – nature-based sounds that re-regulate you
Hozier’s acoustic tracks – voice like honey, soft enough to not demand anything of you
Old cartoon theme songs – oddly comforting and nostalgic
💬 DM @TusharMangl the word “GROUNDME” and I’ll send you a curated crash-day playlist that’s helped dozens find peace.
The goal isn’t to feel better immediately. It’s to feel less alone in your body.
That’s what grounding means:
Not returning to “normal.”
Just returning to yourself.
How Can You Ask for Help Without Making It a Crisis?
We need to talk about something crucial: the fear of being “too much.”
The fear that if you say, “I’m not okay,” someone will panic.
Or worse… ignore you.
So instead, you go silent. You vanish. You ghost. You push people away and tell yourself they’re better off without me anyway.
But you know what? The world doesn’t need your performance. It needs your presence.
And you don’t have to set off alarms to ask for help.
What if “Dramatic” Is Just Your Inner Critic Talking?
That voice that says:
“Don’t make it about you.”
“Stop being needy.”
“People are tired of your sadness.”
That voice is not your intuition. It’s internalised shame speaking in your own accent.
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Here's the truth:
Asking for support is not dramatic.
Needing to be seen is not selfish.
Feeling pain is not being manipulative.
You can ask for help softly, clearly, and gently—without turning it into a production.
Scripts to Use When You Don’t Know How to Ask
“This isn’t an emergency, but I feel like I’m shutting down. Can you just check in on me tomorrow?”
“I’m not asking you to fix me. I just want to be honest—I feel like I’m fading and I don’t know how to talk about it.”
“Can we hang out without needing to be ‘on’? I need quiet company today.”
“I’m going offline for my own safety. Please don’t take it personally. I’ll message when I can.”
Copy these into your Notes app. Title them: “How to Ask for Help—Without Apologising for It.”
You’re not a fire. You’re a human having a hard time.
And you don’t owe performance to be worthy of presence be here anymore.”
Have you ever laid in bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking: “I don’t want to die, but I can’t keep living like this”? Yeah. Me too. You’re not alone in that weird, grey in-between space where the world feels too loud, your body too heavy, and your mind like a browser with 37 tabs open—and one of them’s playing music, but you can’t find it.
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Let me just say this up front:
Wanting to disappear doesn’t make you broken. It doesn’t make you selfish. It makes you human.
In fact, according to the CDC Youth Risk Behavior Survey (2024), 1 in 4 Gen Z teens report experiencing at least one major depressive episode per year. That’s not just a stat. That’s a generation asking for tools that go beyond clichés like “just talk to someone” or “take a walk.”
This guide? It’s not about making you better. It’s about helping you survive the day without spiralling into shame.
We’re building a space here—a kind one. A room you can mentally walk into and say, “I'm crashing, but I won’t shame myself for it.”
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Is it a death wish, or just emotional exhaustion?
Let’s get one thing straight: most people who say, “I want to disappear,” don’t want to die. They just don’t know how to live with what they’re carrying. That’s not suicidal—it’s being seen, from style: solid; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">performing
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It’s the kind of feeling that sneaks in after weeks of grinding through school, work, loneliness, or even pretending to be fine. Especially when you’re the one who’s “always there” for everyone else. Sound familiar?This feeling is common among highly sensitive people. If you're intuitive, thoughtful, or prone to absorbing everyone’s energy—it's even more likely. You're not weak. You're just running on fumes.
Feeling like this? Try texting this to a friend:
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We’ll build more of that kind of toolkit below. But first, let’s talk about the trapdoor that usually follows this thought.What is a “shame spiral” and how does it sneak up on you?
A shame spiral is like emotional quicksand.
First, you feel bad for struggling. Then, you feel ashamed for feeling bad. Then, you isolate yourself because you think you're a burden. Then you beat yourself up for isolating. Then you feel more broken because you're now ignoring texts and failing at “basic” things like brushing your teeth.
It’s sneaky, isn’t it?
Let me tell you about Reya, 19. She messaged me after skipping college classes for three weeks straight. Not because she was lazy—but because the mere thought of facing people made her chest tighten. She kept telling herself, “Everyone else is doing fine. What’s wrong with me?”
Nothing, Reya. Literally nothing is “wrong” with you.
But shame makes you forget that struggling is a normal, sometimes necessary part of being human.
That inner critic that says, “You're weak, you're lazy, you're dramatic”? It's a voice installed by systems that benefit when we burn out silently. Capitalism. Hustle culture. Even toxic positivity.
Shame spirals feed off secrecy. Let’s kill the secrecy. Out loud.
Why Do Sensitive, Smart, Creative People Feel This Way More Often?
Is it weakness or a feature of your wiring?
Sensitive people feel more. That’s not fluffy Instagram wisdom—it’s biology.
If you’re neurodivergent (ADHD, autism, bipolar, etc.), creatively wired, or deeply empathic, your nervous system processes input intensely. Which means that while others might shrug off a snarky comment, you’ll replay it for days. While others multitask like machines, you’re paralysed by too many tabs—literal and mental.
You notice everything. You care deeply. You process slowly. And in a noisy, fast world? That can feel like a curse.
But listen—your sensitivity is not your flaw. It’s your compass. The problem is no one taught you how to protect it.
Especially in a world that glorifies constant output, being “too much” emotionally is framed as failure. But it’s often just unfiltered humanity.
Take this in:
You weren’t born to be a productivity bot. You were born to notice, to feel, to create, to connect. Your current overwhelm isn’t dysfunction. It’s feedback. Your system is waving a white flag, saying: “I need softer spaces and fewer demands.”
How does Gen Z’s digital overload fuel breakdowns?
Imagine waking up to 37 notifications, checking three apps before you pee, then doomscrolling news, then performing joy on Instagram while quietly crumbling inside.
Welcome to Gen Z’s normal.
According to Pew Research (2024), 63% of Gen Z report feeling “digitally exhausted” at least 3 days per week. That’s not surprising when you consider this generation consumes more content in one day than Boomers did in one week.
Digital noise doesn’t just distract—it dysregulates. Our brains were never meant to handle:
constant comparison (everyone’s glow-ups),
constant crisis (wars, floods, doom),and constant judgment (likes, comments, ghosting).
The result? Burnout. Disassociation. And, sometimes, piercing your body just to feel something real again.
And yes, sometimes even those decisions—like body modifications, impulsive piercings or tattoos—are misunderstood cries for grounding. As explored in this article on Piercing Among Teenagers, teens often use the body as a canvas when the inner world feels unspeakable.
That’s not attention-seeking. That’s meaning-seeking.
We need safer rituals. Deeper mirrors. And gentler spaces to say:
“I’m overwhelmed. I don’t want to be here. But I don’t want to go either.”
Let’s build those spaces.
What If You Had a Toolkit Instead of a Fix?
Okay, let’s get practical.
On days when everything feels like too much, logic doesn’t help. Pep talks don’t help. Fix-it energy doesn't help.
What helps? A ritual. A refuge. A safety plan made before the crash.
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Weighted blanketTextured object (a smooth stone, plush, ring)Low lighting or fairy lights🎵 Sound + Silence:
Grounding playlist (not hype—think low, slow, comforting)
White noise or rain appsOption: total silence👃 Scent Anchors:
Your partner’s t-shirt🧠 Mental Anchors:This isn’t about “cheering up.” It’s about creating calm enough to not spiral further.💬 Make your safe box this weekend. Post a picture. Tag it #CrashDayKit to show someone else they’re not alone.
What’s one text you can send when you can’t talk?
Sometimes, words feel like heavy luggage. You know you need to reach out—but typing feels like too much.
Here are three pre-written texts you can copy-paste when you’re spiralling:
“I’m in a shame spiral. I might ghost a bit, but I care. Just not okay rn.”
“No danger, just overwhelmed. Can you send me a meme or check on me later?”inherit;">Store them in your Notes app now. For the days when your brain won’t cooperate.Because survival isn’t solo. It’s messy. And allowed.
What’s One Gentle Promise You Can Make to Yourself Today?
What if today, you made just one promise?
Not to get better.
Not to be strong.
Not to smile more or talk to five people or drink green juice or declutter your room or meditate your pain into productivity.
Just one, impossibly soft promise:
“I will stay.”
Not forever. Not always. Just today.
Say it slowly. Like a lullaby, not a contract.
“I will stay.” Even if my hands are shaking. Even if my inbox is overflowing. Even if I feel like a hollow version of who I used to be.“I will stay.” Even if I disappoint people today. Even if I cancel plans. Even if I eat cereal for dinner or cry on the bathroom floor again.
“I will stay.” Because sometimes, that is the only resistance left. And it’s enough.
We spend so much time trying to escape ourselves—trying to run from our sadness, negotiate with our grief, erase the parts of us that feel too heavy to love. But maybe the bravest thing we’ll ever do is decide to stay anyway.
To stay in the room. To stay in the story.
To stay in the world where we aren’t always understood—but we’re still needed.
There’s a list you can make—not today, but when you’re ready.
Title it: “I Stay Alive For…”
And fill it not with grand dreams or perfect goals, but with things like:
the smell of old bookstores
mangoes in summer
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a movie you haven’t finished yet
the way your dog looks at you like you’re the entire planet
Save that list.
And beside it, keep a note titled:
“What Help Looks Like for Me.”List your safe songs. Your grounding tools. Your crash-day rituals. The people you trust when you can’t speak.
Then—bookmark this article. Not because it has all the answers. But because on the days you want to disappear, it will remind you:
You don’t have to.
Not today. Not yet. Not while there are still reasons—no matter how small—to stay.
And if you can’t believe that right now…
I’ll believe it for you
How positive peer pressure impacts teenagers
During the teen years peer pressure is an important part of life. Peer Pressure can have positive or negative influence. The negative influence far more outweighs the positive influence. So teenagers need to be careful of the negative peer pressure which pushes them to make bad choices. Negative peer pressure makes the teen take to drugs or to smoking or drinking.
Positive peer pressure on the other hand makes the teen perform well in school, join volunteer projects and become a good force among his friends. Positive peer pressure is very easy for teens who are natural leaders. Such teens should take greater responsibility and set a good example to their friends. Teens simply want to do what others are doing they simply want to follow the crowd so that they don’t feel left out. Hence it is the natural responsibility of the teen leaders to take them in the right direction.
Other teens who are not natural leaders will have an obligation to their parents and society to do the right thing. By doing what is correct and justified they become leaders to others who are falling prey to negative influences. Even if there is no one who is following them the teens need to make the correct choices in their life to become more mature adults. This is where positive peer pressure helps. The simply ways of reinforcing positive peer pressure is by refusing something that is not correct. For instance refusing a cigarette when one is offered by your friend or when his friends are going for a drink refuse to go with them. In the long run these small refusals work up to the teens not going in the wrong direction. family: inherit;"> Challenging situations arise everyday and there is need to reinforce ourselves into positive situations to become good adults. They also need to remember that making the right choice is not easy. They may come under the attack of friends who are going in the wrong direction. Sometimes there might be a friend who helps you in tricky situations but the situation is not so always.
What if this was the beginning, not the breakdown?
Maybe this wasn’t the article you came here for.
Maybe you were just scrolling. Looking for something—anything—to tell you that you’re not weak, or dramatic, or broken for feeling like you can’t keep going. And maybe, even now, you still feel a little like disappearing.
But you didn’t.
Not completely.
You’re still here. And that means something.
It means there’s a part of you—small, bruised, maybe whispering from the back of the room—that still wants to try. Not to fix everything. Not to glow up. Just… to be held. To be understood. To find some kind of roadmap that doesn’t ask you to perform healing like a dance you’ve never learned.
So if this moment feels like your bottom, I want to tell you something gently:It isn’t.
There’s still a map. It’s just buried under shame, and silence, and the kind of loneliness that makes your own reflection feel like a stranger. But I know someone who wrote that map. Someone who’s been walking beside pain long enough to speak its language.
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Because sometimes, the bravest decision you’ll make isn’t choosing to live forever—it’s choosing to live today.
And maybe, just maybe, that’s enough.
Frequently Asked Questions (FAQs)
For the days when the questions hurt more than the answers.
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What should I do when I feel like disappearing but don’t want to tell anyone?Sometimes, the scariest part of being human is the moment you realise that even the people who love you might not understand the kind of silence you’re carrying. If you can’t tell anyone with words, tell them with presence—send a heart emoji, a song, a blank message. Say, in the smallest possible way, “I’m still here.”
Because you don’t need to explain the ache in your bones to be worthy of company. You just need someone who’ll sit with you in the dark without turning on the lights too fast.
How do I break a shame spiral on my own?
You stop believing it’s your fault you fell into one. That’s the first part. Because shame never asks for the truth—it only wants you to forget you’ve survived worse.
Try this: whisper out loud what you’re ashamed of. Name it like a storm passing through. Then, answer it with kindness. “Yes, I messed up.” “Yes, I ghosted people.” “Yes, I haven’t showered in days.” And then: “And I am still here.”
Positive peer pressure is the reason someone texts you water emojis until you hydrate. It’s why someone says, “We’re walking together at 5,” when you’ve been in bed for 48 hours. It’s not motivation. It’s love disguised as repetition.
How can I use positive peer pressure to help my teenager?
Don’t lecture them. Model it.
Invite them to rest with you, not perform for you. Let them overhear you saying, “I took a break today, and I’m proud of that.” Let them see that asking for help isn’t failure—it’s human. Show them what accountability with love looks like. They’re watching more than you know.
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Because pain doesn’t read your résumé.You can have the grades, the job, the relationship, the curated feed—and still feel like you’re disappearing from your own life. The world doesn’t always reward honesty, but your body does. And it’s telling you something’s off, even if the spreadsheet says you’re fine.
So believe it. It’s not drama. It’s data.inherit;">Are there books or playlists you recommend?end="2835" justify="">📘Burn the Old Map by Tushar Mangl — a book for souls ready to stop running from themselves.
🎧 A playlist called “You Don’t Have to Be Okay” — find it by DMing @TusharMangl.📝 And journals. Blank ones. Because sometimes, the most powerful book is the one you write after surviving the day.
Author Bio
Tushar Mangl is a counsellor, vastu expert, and author of Burn the Old Map, I Will Do It, and Ardika. He writes on food, books, personal finance, mental health, and the art of living a balanced life. Blogging at tusharmangl.com since 2006.
“I help unseen souls design lives, spaces, and relationships that heal and elevate—through ancient wisdom, energetic alignment, and grounded action.”
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